Carlal’s Weblog

A suburban mom, her family, her life, and her world views.

Archive for faith

Yeah, I still Love him…

If you have read anything at all on my weblog, you know that I am married. And you might have even gathered that I am dealing with the fact that my husband has had an affair. He claims that it was only via the internet, yet I do not know if I can really believe him. The fact that he stepped outside of our marriage to another woman period, has undermined any trust that he is truthful with me.

If he would have ended all contact with her the night he found out that I knew about his secret, and had not just cried and pleaded for forgiveness. Then perhaps I could trust him. Even if he had ended things the second time I found out he was still in contact with her. But now, after the third time, do I trust him? Of course not. But do I love him?

Yeah, I still love him….